IRL I'm ~8 years sober and deep in therapy but there's always gonna be a part of me that loves being ★ messy ★. I have so so many songs about my struggles with sobriety, mental illness, and bad choices in love
So I created Miss Daya Gnosis. She's like if I stayed 20 forever, never went back to school, never went back to therapy. She taught me to love these parts of me i thought were trying to honestly end me. idc how cringe this is to people
I have never been happier and more stable than accepting my instability with humor and grace
Tell me that you're wishing me well,
but you still don't think that it is worth all this hell
cause the tides are shifting I can feel it in my bones, yeah
something is changing I can hear it in you're tone
when you say my name, when I'm calling home,
to tell you I'm afraid cause I'm not ready to go
Elm and Vine - Dear Sunflower
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